Wow. That's all I feel right now: Wow! I just got to know about an amazing volunteer oportunity, how to bring home the position, and possibly a little help from a new aquaintance. I can't say more at the moment because I don't want to jinx it and I don't want anyone else to steal this idea from me.
You can't even imagine how excited I am at the mere thought of getting this volunteer job. And I need to get it; I will get it. End of discussion. All I need is to get a CV together, read several scientific articles, and write a kick-ass letter. Piece of cake!
I'm nervous. This could mean so much for my future career. It's a possibility to gain experience and end up doing what I want to do. What I always wanted to do. I really want this, and I normally get things that I feel this way about.
However there is also the tickeling scary feeling of not getting it; of failing. I have not lived up to my own expectations the past two years. What if the downward trend in prestation quality will affect this too?
No ways! I've just been lazy. This volunteer job belongs to me and I will take what is rightfully mine. Moahahahahahaha!
(Yep, I'm a nerd...)
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